i’ve been going to the gym 5x a week and staying there for around 4 hours.  i’ve almost passed out twice because i went without eating, which was extremely dumb of me i know. 

I haven’t lost much more weight but i have slimmed down a lot, which in the end is all that matters. I have 3 more months until i go to the beach with my boyfriend, i just want to wear a bikini in public for the first time in 14 years okay!?!?!?